For the women of silvershadows menopause
isn’t just another stage of life.
The fall in estrogen shows them who they were destined to be.
The origins of Silvershadows are still not completely understood.
Although our scientists and archaeologists have diligently searched
for answers to these questions for hundreds of years, we are
still frustrated by only partial success. Recent genetic research
has given us more specific information about how our powers are
physically transferred from one generation to the next.
We have known for a long time that our abilities are genetically
transmitted only from the female line. The genes that make us
different are carried in mitochondrial DNA which is normally
passed to the embryo through the egg. These genes are silent
in the women of SilverShadows until menopause. The gradual fall
in estrogen activates these additional mitochondrial genes which
change our cells and give us abilities which far exceed other
women. Our view of the world shifts. We can interact with nature
and our environment in a totally different way. The physical
changes are easier to describe and understand than our more subtle,
spiritual evolution.
The males in our group also inherit mitochondrial DNA from their
mothers. Because of the interaction with testosterone, they don’t
have the same experiences as their female counterparts. However,
these men are intelligent, physically strong, healthy, and lucky
especially as they age. Men with a high component of SilverShadows
DNA tend to be attracted to women who also carry our special
genetic traits. We never interfere in a woman’s choice
of mate. After menopause, a woman may share her identity with
her husband or significant other, if she desires and the order
approves. Several men teach at the motherhouse and many participate
as field operative team members. We don’t discriminate
according to sex, but most of the elected members of the ruling
council are women.
The skills we develop vary from one clan or family group to
another. Many of our new abilities seem to be related to de-repression
of animal traits that are usually suppressed in humans. We may
hear better, see better and develop a very acute sixth sense
about impending events. Particularly prominent for some women
is a new intense sense of smell which can be overpowering if
not properly controlled. Our reflexes are faster. Movement seems
more effortless. We have more access to our innate intelligence.
Some of us can cure disease and restore health by touch. Although
there are certain generalities that affect us all, every woman’s
experience is different and must be nurtured in her own unique
way. We often work as teams with members who have diverse and
complimentary powers.
The women of SilverShadows have a close relationship with animals.
Their animal companions become even more important to them as
their powers mature with age. Some of us can communicate with
animals by touch and a few of us by thought. We can sense their
feelings and share the primitive, animal energy that is part
of their psyche. A senior SilverShadow operative may work alone
on a project, in combination with other humans or in special
instances with animal partners.
The writings of the ancient elders teach us that we weren’t
given our special abilities until we were older for a reason.
We arrive at menopause with wisdom that has developed from our
many other life experiences. Motherhood, education, careers,
relationships…. have provided us a foundation upon which
to build our new identities. We have been given awesome gifts
and difficult responsibilities. As you will discover in future
writings, not all the women with these powers use them for good.
Part of our resources and combined talents must be directed to
control those of us who would use their abilities for evil.
As you might imagine, it is shocking for novices when they begin
experiencing their new abilities. Fortunately the change is gradual.
We monitor the women that we know have a high chance of carrying
significant amounts of SilverShadow’s genetic traits, but
we don’t contact them until they begin to have menopausal
changes. They have normal and usually very successful lives before
menopause. At the right time, one of us meets with them and explains
their heritage and their possible future.
Some women, who qualify, choose not to enter our group. Freedom
of choice is an important part of our philosophy. The only requirements
are secrecy and to not use their abilities for evil. The transition
to a new life can be very complicated. Women who decide to have
children later in life may still have significant parenting responsibilities
at the time of menopause. Sometimes a life mate may not be able
to understand or accept the changes in their partner. For many
reasons, a woman of SilverShadows may decide to delay participation
in training or cooperation with our order. Some never join us.
Others are compelled by their life circumstances and the intense,
rapid changes they are experiencing to immediately undergo initiation
and training.
We have medications which can suppress some of the changes of
SilverShasows if a woman requests treatment. Sadly, a few of
our novices are overwhelmed by their new experiences and cannot
control their powers. They may require long term, intensive therapy
and medication to restore them to health. Sometimes those who
successfully regain their strength after this adversity become
our strongest and most influential members.
To optimally use their talents, women often live for several
years at our motherhouse in Scotland. Our teachers can help them
intensify and control the genetic differences they have inherited.
The motherhouse which has been our head quarters for over 300
years has an extensive library, computer center, scientific laboratories
and a sophisticated central communication system. Here the elders
and ruling council coordinate all of the activities of SilverShadows.
The entire living environment is designed to foster rest, meditation,
and creativity. Although we have other resource centers where
we congregate around the world, we all return from time to time
to Scotland to re-connect with our sisters and recharge our batteries
in an environment of safety, positive energy and relaxation.
Some of you may criticize us for our policy of secrecy. However,
history has shown us that secrecy is absolutely necessary. Even
in the current age of increased tolerance for differences, there
are many who would fear and even persecute us. We have been called
witches, demons, and even worse. Some of us have been burned
at the stake, tortured or buried alive though we were trying
to use our powers for good. Others of us have been revered as
medicine women, healers, political leaders and even saints. Most
of us will remain unknown to history except for the secret archives
of our sisters. But, we will have the satisfaction of knowing
that we used our skills for the betterment of humankind and all
sentient beings.
We have the luxury of knowing that we really do get better as
we get older. Our genes prolong our lives if we are not killed
by violence. It is not unusual for the most talented of our order
to live productive lives in excellent health over 150 years.
Our powers intensify as we age and we learn better how to control
and refine them. Eventually all of us begin to weaken physically
even though our mental abilities remain. We can choose the time
and manner of our death. Some of the most powerful women of SilverShadows
not only evolve when they die, but are also able to transfer
some of their essence to another.
But, then, I am getting ahead of myself. There is much for you
to understand about our history and how you can develop and control
your abilities to make yourself the best you can be. The changes
of menopause are only the beginning of your path. There are many
things you will learn and perhaps inherit in the fullness of
time. The mysteries of SilverShadows continue to evolve and we
hope you will decide to travel on this journey with us.
For the women of SilverShadows, low estrogen symptoms of
menopause become insignificant as they are drawn into the vortex of ancient power which reveals
their true identity.
